May312012

oy vey

530am

May292012

excuse my language

BUT

THIS FIGHT IS SO FUCKIN’ ANNOYING AT TIMES

May282012

hey….

are you still there??…

9AM

o Lord, earnestly remember what has come upon me! look down and see my reproach.

May272012

an emergency “scroll” reminder…

“God made us sisters,

Our hearts made us friends,

Love keeps us bonded

Thru thick and thru thin.”

-Joyce C. Lock

9AM

watching-the-son:

love the daily photos sent me. they brighten me all the time. super cute <3 yes, I am a super fan of my nephew. how could I not be…

and I believe he is trying to sing in some of these, haha

May252012

only God can save you, heal you, fulfill you.

only God can save you, heal you, fulfill you??

so, I ask. I sit. I wait. I be with others. I be a lone. Pray. Read books. Read the Bible. Cry. Silence.

why haven’t I been saved, healed and/or fulfilled??

so, now what?!?

10AM

even the little things feel they are being stolen…

May242012

I’ve been having this recurring nightmare

well these nightmares ever since I could remember

I’m tired of the temporary, counterfeit, failed happy endings…

when will I be able to dream again?

8PM

imprisoned

mind is entrapped

                        in a maze

                                     heart is locked

                                                         chest feels empty

rib cage punched

                        in confusion body

                                                lives soul cries

                                                                    when will it be

                                                                                        free from the

                                      prison within

searching high and

                         low i just

                                      keep going

                                                     can’t find liberty

                                                                              but

rather give up

                    too much i

                                  can’t handle the

                                                         prison within

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