oy vey
530am
oy vey
530am
hey….
are you still there??…
o Lord, earnestly remember what has come upon me! look down and see my reproach.
an emergency “scroll” reminder…
“God made us sisters,
Our hearts made us friends,
Love keeps us bonded
Thru thick and thru thin.”
-Joyce C. Lock
love the daily photos sent me. they brighten me all the time. super cute <3 yes, I am a super fan of my nephew. how could I not be…
and I believe he is trying to sing in some of these, haha
only God can save you, heal you, fulfill you.
only God can save you, heal you, fulfill you??
so, I ask. I sit. I wait. I be with others. I be a lone. Pray. Read books. Read the Bible. Cry. Silence.
why haven’t I been saved, healed and/or fulfilled??
so, now what?!?
even the little things feel they are being stolen…
I’ve been having this recurring nightmare
well these nightmares ever since I could remember
I’m tired of the temporary, counterfeit, failed happy endings…
when will I be able to dream again?
mind is entrapped
in a maze
heart is locked
chest feels empty
rib cage punched
in confusion body
lives soul cries
when will it be
free from the
prison within
searching high and
low i just
keep going
can’t find liberty
but
rather give up
too much i
can’t handle the
prison within